Well.
I have been learning so much lately. I have been learning just by the advice from my friends and by the advice I give them! Its actually very interesting the way you can have something in your head but you dont really hear it until you say it with heart and truth behind it.
The first thing I have been learning is, Live as if there is NO tomorrow. If you really think about it, how would your life be different if you acted like this? You see, a few weeks ago I had a sudden feeling that....there was going to be no tomorrow. It scared me so much. I felt like I had no time to fix anything. The first thing I did was text the people I loved and maybe wasnt even getting along with at the time. I texted them how much I loved them. I texted them how much they ment to me and I reminded them to pass it on. I had this feeling for 2 WHOLE weeks. Those 2 weeks really taught me a lot and meant a lot to me.
The second thing I have been learning is, Not to fight...If you think of your best friend.... Think of how much you love them. You may get in a fight with them and be angry at them for 3 days a week or more, and what I have been learning is attached to live life as if there was no tomorrow. If you are in the middle of a fight with someone you love, just remember, in about a week you guys will be as happy as ever together. You are honestly wasting time being mad, Ignoring them, Hating on them, Being rude to them because you dont/didnt get your way! Cherish your moments with the ones you love....you NEVER know how much time you have left!
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The third thing I have been learning is, You are ****ALWAYS**** SO MUCH better than you deserve. Even when you feel terrible and it is like the end of the world.. No matter how stressful stuff may be. For example when I have a HUGE headache that is killing me I just always think that Valerie has it worse! I should be REJOICING 24/7 when I dont feel good that I am SOOOOOO MUCH BETTER than I deserve.
That's about it from what i have really learned!
PLEASE pray for Valeries head. It is so bad. It gets bad to the point of her just crying on the ground. I cannot stand seeing her like that. It litterally breaks my heart. It is so sad. She is really stressed out with this and she cant eat anything because it hurts her head to move her mouth. She can barely walk and it just brings me to tears. I do feel so weak crying and I also feel guilty eating food around her just knowing she cant eat it..maybe the word isnt guilty.... maybe just... well it just feels wrong. kinda like if your sibling got something you have been wanting SO BADLY for SO LONG and they just came and used it right infornt of your face when they know you cant have it. Thats the wrong I feel.... Just please be praying for her! maybe write her a letter about how you are praying for her and how much you love her. Thanks. ♥♥♥
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